I'm not happy, I'm not sad, kind of indifferent, I don't care, keeping acting cool like nothing special is happening or going to happen today. Birthdays are for those who have aims and objectives, I don't have any of that. Birthdays are also for those who have a lot of significant achievements by the time they're 23, for instance. I have very few with questionable significances at best. For one day I'll put my self-pity on hold, not going to regret anything, tomorrow is another day, I'll have enough time for self-pity.
This day barely started but I'm already wishing it to end, not going to visit facebook or any other social network (just for today, don't make any assumptions) just planning a little gathering of few people I like seeing and who will make me feel normal, not asking for too much, just for some normality.
Today, for the first time I'm going to blow twenty-three birthday candles, and if it's not pathetic enough I bought them myself. You might wonder what kind of parents I have, well don't. It's going to be good, I feel it's going to be a birthday to remembers, to recall it when I'm gonna be old and tell it to my grand kids, and that's if i ever decide to have kids, it will be a miracle considering how much my parents messed up. But enough about them, today is about me, and about my friends, don't like to be in the center of attention, that's why I'm gonna drag them in the center of attention too.
What my birthday wishes are ?