- I am gonna be alright, you don’t have to worry …
- What about me? What about me when you go to the light?
- Izzie …
- No … I get it … you be ok … you be fine, but what about me? so don’t do it for yourself, do it for me, please, please do it for me, cause if you die, oh god, you have to do this for me or I will never be able to forgive you …
- For dying ?
- No, for making me love you …
- I just need, want, to feel like I am in control, and when I don’t that makes me mad, and, maybe I am mad a lot, because I don’t know if you have noticed but you can’t control what happens in your life …
- Like your baby dying?
- I am going to sit down but only because I am tired …
- Get undressed, get into bed and hold me, I don’t know what are you so mad about and I don’t know what are you scared of because you won’t talk to me, but I am scared too Alex, and I .. can’t … if you won’t … if we’re gonna have any chance at a life together I need you to … please …
- You died in my arms, you died in my arms, you freaking died and then you left instructions that I wasn’t allowed to save your life … you wanna know what I am scared of? I’m scared of everything, I’m scared to move, I’m scared to breathe, I’m scared to touch you … I can’t lose you, I won’t survive, and that’s your fault , you made me love you, you made me let you in and then you freaking died in my arms …
- That’s how you stay alive … when it hurts so much you can’t breathe , that’s how you survive …
The minute his heart stopped beating, he stopped being Danny …
[…] an hour ago he was proposing ... and now, and now he's going to the morgue.
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