How Facebook affected my life!

A few decades ago if someone would have killed you socially you'd probably have to change schools or even cities to start your life all over again, 'cause there would not be any time to let things cool off and come back without being even noticed. Today we have Facebook.

As grateful as I am to Mark but I think the "birth" of Facebook was a round of  Russian roulette, it could have gone either way. I think his impact on humanity was more of an accident, a positive accident, which naturally happens one time in a million years. With this being said, no one (at least not me) is denying his giftedness.

Me: Hi, my name is Eugene, I'm a Face-oholic.
People: Hi Eugene.

Thankfully no one's liver has anything to suffer from. My socially-awkwardness has met this miracle a few years back and saved me for being socially dead. I don't like going to bars, nightclubs, I don't like big crowds at big concerts, I like enjoying my time at a good movie with my friends, or having them at my house and as stupid as it sounds, cook [for] them. Just kidding.

Facebook gave me a lot of [fake] friends, that if you look closely enough you'll a big haystack, from which, if you're lucky enough, you're going to find the needle, with whom you'll have long and weakly, sometimes boring and yet productive conversations.

If I had the chance ...

... I would get my passports and travel, try new voyage packages for travel agencies, spend hours in the airport as well as in the air, meet new people, try new cultures

... I would become an air pilot, fly people safely to their destinations

... I'd become a television actor, teach people valuable lessons through the art of the small screen

... Be a trainer, somewhere abroad, a trainer in youth policies, volunteering and other domains

... I'd like to learn a new language, probably Spanish

... Buy a house in London

... found a Charity organization to militate for a satisfying living standard for poor people in Africa

... I'd like to be a part of a music band, as a back-vocalist or maybe being a part of choir

Stuck in the clouds

Apparently, for a few years now, I am stuck in the clouds, I try (or maybe I don't) to let go of my dreams but I fail miserably each time.

I am the one to blame (or at least half the blame it's mine) my dreams don't come true, and probably most of them never will  and that's what is killing me the most, it's eating away.

I guess my depression inspires me to write this kind of articles, sad music, sad rhythms bring me peace and say "it's ok, ... it's ok".

This world it's not mine, not even a piece of it, it doesn't belong to me as well as I don't belong to it. And yet I am stuck in it, I wanna leave but the world won't let me go ...

It's like I am the main character in a sad movie that never ends ...

iLove

A few dozens of articles back I wrote about the things I hate, today something got me inspired to write about the things I love

I love sunsets, dawns

I love the sky, especially when it’s reddish or yellowish

I love taking pictures of flowers, reddish-yellowish skies

I love bright colors

Dreams

Grey's Anatomy

We all have dreams, we all want things to come true, yet, in most of the time we don’t know how to make our dreams come true.

Me, for instance, (at the risk of sounding incredibly stupid) I love acting, though I never acted before, I love singing and yet I only sang during a shower or quietly in my room fearing getting mocked.

Most of the time I wonder if I have or not what it takes to be actor or a part of a music band, I can’t imagine my life without music and movies, TV shows, my life is surrounded by these every single day, my day starts with the sound of music and ends with a good Grey’s Anatomy episode.

Questions ....

Why ? A question that most of the time is left unanswered. Nobody cares about you unless you give them something, gossip or money, just not to bore them with sad stories about you, about you little pathetic life.

I mean, why ? why is so much sadness around us ? why are we so selfish to spread happiness and joy all the way around ?

Why don't smile more often and not just in the mirror to ourselves ? Why so much selfishness ?

People fade away all the time, and that's our fault. Most of us think the less of us the better. Isn't there enough air to breath for everybody ? Aren't there enough money for everyone ?

There are no limits.

Doctors shouldn't be the only ones to take an oath, we all should not do any harm to any of us, therefore do good, share moments, reduce the solitude in our souls, do little but meaningful stuff.

This world is not created for every one of us, this world is way to much unbalanced ...

Give and do good - is the key of survival ...

This is me!

Dear people,

Preparing to become one day a public person, a politician or an actor, I have a confession to make, well, I won’t go bald and say it, you’ll have to figure it out by yourselves.

Over the years I had many friends, I considered and still consider that I am a good friend, I will wake up at 6 am and record missed interviews at the national radio, look all over the internet for things that my friends can’t find, printing paper works for free, going with my friends wherever they want just no to feel alone, have long boring talks and not complain, giving a shoulder to cry on (even if I was the one who need a shoulder most of the time:-p), giving support, sometimes just being there for them, not judging, just being there.


I have flaws, many of us do, actually all of us do, I just have a little less than others, yes, I am that good. I can’t accept or get over betrayal, can’t forgive or forget, well, it’s not entirely true, I can make exceptions but it’s not happening very often.

This is me!

Business-minded Pragmatist

You have an outgoing personality and you enjoy working with others and getting things done.  You also think that your time is valuable and that you deserve to make a good living for the work that you do. Because you are so skilled at motivating yourself to succeed, negotiating, making deals, and working with people, a natural career choice for you might be sales.

Buddha and his wisdom

a friend posted this on facebook and i liked it  ...  enjoy reading ...

"A man interrupted one of the Buddha's lectures with a flood of abuse. Buddha waited until he had finished and then asked him, "If a man offered a gift to another but the gift was declined, to whom would the gift belong?" "To the one who offered it," said the man. "Then," said the Buddha, "I decline to accept your abuse .... and request you to keep it for yourself."

Things I hate the most …..

I hate waking up in the morning …

I hate breathing ….

I hate opening the eyes …

I hate people …